Hey everyone! I’m so sorry it has taken so long to get back to you guys. I have been avoiding coming back because I didn’t want to talk about why I left and what happened. But since tmublr is going down the shitter, I should let you guys know what’s going on and what will become of UnderLust. So as many of you know, a few months ago I posted saying that I was in the hospital and was going on a hiatus. I wasn’t in a normal hospital, but a mental hospital. I attempted suicide a few months ago and spent the fallowing 2 weeks recovering. I want to make it very clear that my decision to do what I did had NOTHING to do with tumblr! I was not bullied or sent death threats of any sort! Everyone on here has actually been very sweet and supportive, and I am so greatful to all of you for your love and concerns <3 I have been struggling with depression for a long time and went over the edge one night. I AM OK! physically and mentally. I have been talking with a therapist and was on medication for a short time to sorta reset myself. Since then I have been focusing a lot on healthy distractions and a lot of soul searching. I have been studying the bible and minimizing my internet time. I still love UnderTale (still geeking out about DeltaRune) and the fandom, but if I’m going to move forward and improve myself…. maybe skeleton dicks isn’t the way to go? A huge part of me wants to continue the UnderLust story, but with where I am right now, It wouldn’t be healthy for me. So thank you to everyone for all your love and support over the years and I’m sorry for being so flaky. I have deleted my Patreon account and am putting UnderLust behind me so I can move forward. IF ANYONE ELSE IS GOING THROUGH WHAT I WENT THROUGH, KNOW THAT YOU ARE LOVED AND YOU ARE WORTH IT! SEEK HELP AND TELL THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE HOW YOU ARE FEELING! YOU ARE NOT A BURDEN AND THEY WILL HELP BECAUSE THEY DO LOVE YOU! YOUR LIFE HAS VALUE! Thank you for listening to my rant haha! If you would like to continue seeing my art check out the links below!
Deviant Art
Chicken Smoothie ( I am very active on this sight. It is a sfw sight so please no mention of my history on tumblr and underlust ty )